Poems...scattered thoughts

today...life as on 09/19/2008

2008-09-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

One world,
A million stories.
Thousands of people around me,
Each with his own tale,
A saga untold of grief, misery and dissatisfaction,
Searching for what he is destined to be, to feel!

Things just don’t seem right anymore,
There is something not right,
This is not what I’d thought of,
Not what I believed in!

Wish I could run away to the mountains,
In search of peace and solace,
Where the world is a stranger and I could lose myself in this crowd.
Where expectations do not bound me,
Where nothing is shared and no one cares.
When I could let my hair down and breathe deeply.

I find myself losing the smile in the middle of laughter,
I find myself in a dreamland amidst friends,
I feel a heaviness in my heart when I walk today,
I need a change from routine,
I crave for what is yet to be!

No one seems to understand,
Yet all face the same agony!
Born with zillions of dreams in our heart to be shattered by the reality someday.

How long am I suppose to live,
But…
Wait on…
Am I really living
Or is it yet another illusion of my mind!

2008-09-09T14:58:00.000-07:00

I miss the way you look at me
I miss what your eyes say to me
I miss the way you touch my hand
I miss the way you help me stand.
I miss the scent of your perfume
I miss you sleeping in my room
I miss your whispers in my ear
I miss you saying not to fear.
I miss your smile
I miss your charm
I miss the way you hold my arm.

I miss the fun that we both had
I miss the way you make me glad
I miss the way you were so bold
I miss our secrets being told.
I miss the way you lean on me
I miss the way we used too be
I miss just driving in the car
I miss me knowing where you are.
I miss the thought that you are mine
I miss your body close to mine.
I miss kissing your face and neck
I don't miss being such a wreck!
I miss your love
I miss your touch
I miss you baby
Just that much...........love ….

2008-09-09T14:51:00.000-07:00

If I had one wish
It would be to give you a long and tender kiss
If I had two wishes then
I would choose to do it over again
Three wishes you say
I would have kisses for an entire day
Four wishes would not be too many
Ten kisses I would ask, or even twenty
Five wishes might be too much
Then I would choose for a gentle touch
I would wrap my arms around you and hold you ever so tight
I will hold you gently until day melts into night
Six wishes would be very nice
I could hug you more than twice
Seven could be what I need
But only if you really agreed
To love me on into the night
Till day breaks with early morning light
Eight wishes I will ask
Would you grant me this tender loving task
Nine wish, no one get so many
I think that nine would be more than plenty
What I really want is wish number ten
This very wish would make me the happiest of women
I would kiss you
I would hold you
I would love you
I would give you my heart and life

I have reached a point in my life...!

2008-07-01T14:39:00.000-07:00

I have reached a point in my life,
when nothing affects me,
when nothing makes a difference,
when nothing seems right or wrong,
when no one seems to be there,

I have reached a point in my life ,
the world looks empty,
where I don't wish to reach out anyone,
when the life looks purposeless,
when the days go by and I hardly care,

I have reached a point where I ask myself,
Is this the way I was or I want to be,
Is this what was meant to happen,
Is this what I expected to be,
is this what lies for me ,
what did I do to deserve this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well...you know what,
Questions will always be there
but look for an answer!
Well, that's what I keep on telling myself!

Gala of Dreams

2008-06-23T14:06:00.000-07:00

Time is running out,
And I have so much to do..!

Share a smile or two,
Lend a helping hand.
Make everyone a friend, and zero enemy,
Fall in love and fall out of it,
Learn all about the so-called word ‘LIFE’…

Make money and go for a never ending trip,
Lock myself in a room and listen to all the music in the world,
Lay my hands on all the books possible,
Meet the most powerful and intellectual species of human race,
Run through the mountains,
Cruise through the oceans,
Fill my pockets with snow flakes
And life is droplets of rain,
Travel far and wide and reach out to tribes,
Paint the world in colors of my choice,
Watch wild life at their homes,
Visit the moon and reach out to stars,
Buy a castle or two
And own the world’s finest cars.

And time is still running out,
Need to put my mind at rest,
And continue to dream…

Busy...?

2008-06-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

Am I on your mind?
Am I in your heart?
Though we sit near each other,
But still miles apart!

There is a silence engulfing the air,
There are words unsaid,
There are smiles exchanged,
Still tears shed.

What is it that you go after?
Is it the sound of money?
Or is it the success,
What makes you happy,
Or if I may say, blessed?

What is that you think?
What do you hide?
What makes you react?
Or maybe terrified.

Don’t forget me,
I am part of you too,
We vowed to spend time together,
And no, it’s not the same you!
Need to be with you and that is all that I ask,
A lil bit of you, it’s not a tough task…
Will you be there forever?
That is all I wanted to ask..!

2008-06-12T13:06:00.000-07:00

Before you came,
My life was like waters of a stagnant cesspool,
But...
God for a jest,
threw pebbles into it...
in the form of you..your words and our meetings...
I just hope for more pebbles..more...&...more...

My love

2008-06-12T12:51:00.000-07:00

My love,
Can I call you my sunshine?
Cos you always seem to brighten my life,
Your love is what keeps me warm and nice,
Help me with my way of life.

I will never forget those words that made my life worthwhile,
A hug that seems to take me away from the darkest of thoughts,
Those eyes that always look so menacingly at me,
Telling you every secret in the world,
A giggle which tells me you are always upto something,
Our fights and the crazy things we say,
Crazier when we forget it all and smile,

Knowing you and loving is …is all that I do ..

With so much at stake,
A few moments or a lifetime,
I don’t care how long it is,
But I need you …till eternity

life..

2008-06-12T12:28:00.000-07:00

Sitting by the window,
My thoughts wander,
Through the different walks of life,
Of all I’ve seen and the rest.

Life- I am still figuring you…
You have taught me a GREAT DEAL,
You are a different person everyday,
Sometimes a lil’ girl, with dancing eyes and chirp of happiness,
Teenage with promises of love & spirit to live.
A matured woman with responsibilities and difficulties and the power to endure it all
Or maybe some old woman, with oh! So wise eyes and that mind and heart which has seen it all.

I have been through bad and worse,
For good and better,
Life teaches you a different lesson,
And I have had my share too….
It’s been crazy and dull all at the same time.
Makes me wonder what lies in store for me ….
I am grateful to you…
Coz you made me the way I am!
And I can’t thank you more for all that u’ve been and all that you are…

Breakfree...

2008-06-12T12:24:00.000-07:00

One last chance to live,
One Fat chance to die,
Could be a laughter,
Or a heartfelt cry!

BREAKFREE…
Feel the wind in your face,
Air running through your hair,
Walk through the gardens of life,
Race through the oceans of sorrow,
Wake up to the sound of smiles,
Sleep with the dreams you borrow…

Let me be me..
Set me free,
This is me!
And boy, I want to breakfree…

I feel like a candle without a flame,
Everything that goes wrong, I am the one to be blamed,
Guess what, I Will live to the fullest,
Without shame..

Today is what I have,
Tomorrow is a dream,
Hold this moment …breakfree!